Billie Eilish - NDA lyrics

Did you think I'd show up in a limousine? No Had to save my money for security Got a stalker walkin' up and down the street Says he's Satan and he'd like to meet I bought a secret house when I was seventeen Haven't had a party since I got the keys Had a pretty boy over but he couldn't stay On his way out, made him sign an NDA Yeah, I made him sign an NDA (Once was good enough) 'Cause I don't want him having sh*t to say You couldn't save me but you can't let me go I can crave you but you don't need to know Thirty under thirty for another year I can barely go outside, I think I hate it here Maybe I should think about a new career Somewhere in Kauai where I can disappear I've been having fun getting older now Didn't change my number, made him shut his mouth At least I gave him something he can cry about I thought about my future but I want it now Want it now (You can't give me up) You couldn't save me but you can't let me go I can crave you but you don't need to know Did I take it too far? Now I know what you are You hit me so hard I saw stars Think I took it too far When I sold you my heart How'd it get so dark? I saw stars Stars