Bill Mallonee - I Will Never Be Normal (After This) lyrics

Now most of my friends They have bailed out long ago And they've all got their stories For the paths that they have chosen See for some their family's love Felt like a boxer's blow Now they spend their days feelin' small Wherever they do roam But hey there are d** to help you see God And there are d** for when depressed And there are d** that make you harder still For when you get undressed And there's d** for the guiltiness So you'll feel one with the universe But girl you were the only one To ever break the curse Yeah it could have been your eyes But i suspect it was your kiss Honey i will never be normal after this Now everyone's a junkie And since daylight's such a pain We're all looking for some darkness To stick into our veins For some of us it's lust For others it is power For some of us it's playing songs And drinking after hours Yeah you've gone and upped the ante In this game that we all play Gotta wake up and believe That love's the better way And people can really be healed There are even some of 'em you can trust But first you gotta take a risk And tell 'em where it hurts What if it's for a purpose What if we used our battered faith They say God He doesn't make junk And Jesus never makes mistakes He has never given up On anything that He has made He will chase you like a lover Right through heaven's gate