BigOmuziq - AbsOlved lyrics

[Hook x2] Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out Depression, don't phase me I made it out Society, won't trap me I'll make it out Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out [Verse 1] I rose up to a devil tryna cuddle, sleeping in my bed An ugly feeling, demon, breathing down my neck, 
Silhouettes Of evil screaming in my head, 
deceiving me to disbelieving A reason to disconnect And I still cannot find relief I need to learn how, to swallow Peas But see, p's for peace, not for pills or purple hills Cuz those could k** my dreams, if I ever fall asleep Now just follow me, see what I've seen, while I paint a scene of olive Green Chronic trees blowing leaves like an autumn breeze Flying high but only falling deep Underneath a sea of grief, where I submarine To a colony, properties of debris, where my problems seem Too extreme, self esteem, low I sob n weep Yelling please, set me free, till I hear momma preach "get up bob n weave, only God is king!" [Hook] Open your eyes for me How you doing? Well, I ain't feeling well Burning from within, feel like I been through depths of hell Mental health Sometimes I think I need some help But only time I wish was someone else was so I couldn't hear myself Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out Depression, don't phase me I made it out Society, won't trap me I'll make it out Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out [Verse 2] Alternating addictions, alliteration, afflicted I would love to hit the brake fo I break but lately this sickness Is crazy, angry, and eagerly vicious Anxious n waiting for something but don't know what I'm missing I've been, conflicted, with a twisted condition Buried deep in my thoughts, and still consistently digging Through, each of these bars, to find myself in this prison Revisit revisions till I'm committed to finish my sentence Or I'm, acquitted, and sent back in the open To the jungle of snakes, rats, serpents and rodents Where, doses of hate, wrath, your closest opponents Play back, old moments just to toy with emotions And you, sipping mistakes, a potion that's potent Broken focus, and you floating in a motionless ocean Like Moses, split between, d**h and your omen A crazy kid with a dream and goal Call me loco motive (I keep going) [Hook] Open your eyes for me How you doing? Well, I ain't feeling well Burning from within, feel like I been through depths of hell Mental health Sometimes I think I need some help But only time I wish was someone else was so I couldn't hear myself Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out Depression, don't phase me I made it out Society, won't trap me I'll make it out Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out