BigB Adams - Untold lyrics

Alone all alone in my room in my home where am I gonna go I'm never gonna know my hearts becoming so cold I always feel like I just got done sleeping in snow. do me on the low but get lit on a Friday night and act alright, depression is a b**h but is willing to fight, like a p**y boy asking where you at every Night It knows it will be back for more and it will win and cause its horrible galore which Is much more then not having the urge to open your bedroom door To see the light instead it ignites your weakness and you don't wanna fight say ill do life later but for now imma say goodnight I never wanted to live this far In life to be honest I was planning on being dead last year and that's a promise, it f**ing s**s that I'm still in this clut, never even thought of living to the Point where I gotta get up, get the f** up and live I'm just so pissed I wished there was a way when I swallowed them pills I never lived, the purpose was to Just die instead of get high, instead had a seizure and was drooling all night, you will never get it until you are so desperate for a high you smoke synthetic You wanna do it again then you regret it, forget it all life is just a giant ball that gets bigger with its problems so you can go figure if you need to be a indica or Sativa, a hype or a low, a downer with no place to go, get with it, get with the program cam, im tryin man damn gotta get a bad b**h whos just a tramp Listen to sh**ty music with a flow so whack the lyrics are confusing, and make music about partying all night, f**ing 20 b**hes at the same time and recycle Old rhymes and use them for your new audience cause they are just young little pricks just getting hair above there dick, p**y that's just learning to drip Just learning how to cook a batch, just learning how load a pistols clip, all that sh**, just cause of what my stupid a** would say on the mic, and then when it Gets put on me I gotta act like I rap about peace love and happiness, when im really rapping about beef d** and crapppiness and they wonder why kids do Dumb sh** all the time say gang gang when none of them even own a nine, just a bunch of hicks always trying to fight, like it gives some kind of rep in return Beating a kid so bad he ends up in a urn, when it don't, I suggest to everyone young just chill and smoke, but if the beef come your way you better do the Math, cause if its just a bunch of crap don't feed into none of that, send the hicks to some other hicks to f** up there sh** cause you should be doing you Your gonna be living life they gonna be dead by the time they are 22