Big Murph - Sadder Days lyrics

(verse 1) Here i am Once again Shakin my rattled cage I can't pretend Dyin to live In these sadder days The way i am Drown'd the sin Hoping it'd wash away Here i am Once again Living these sadder days su*k it up Pick me up and make my own path fu*k it up Self destruct and feel my own wrath Spazzin out Yelling loud man i get so mad Hurry up Slow it down i think my souls bad Can i cash it innnnn Can i trade it outttttt No longer feel again Instead of breaking down I get so sick of this thisssss Can someone help me outtt I'm my own worst riskkkkk I'm in my own dark clouuuud (hook) Iiiiiii Am tired if being backstabbed Neeeeeed Everything i can't have Whyyyyy Are thе days becoming so bad Bleeeeed I cut you out and thats a blood bath (gr1m's verse) I livе in silence tryna hide myself from all the sound Too much of violence has my demons moving all around I feel like dying half the the time but i’m not going down No cloud can kill me if i keep my focus on the ground And i, i, i may get lost inside my head sometimes But i, i, i have started building on my own designs And i, i, i said murph lets get man it’s time to fly So i, i, i gave up on waiting and i took whats mine