Big L.C.T. - Unexplained lyrics

They're some things that you Can't explain We live on this earth to love and learn And the critics live to hate Some things never change Did you see that look on her face How did I become this way? Looking at these objects Tryna find a trace Love was so close, now it's far away And I'm asking God, please Take him to a better place (But why would you when he lives like this?) Everything he needs plus some Gold on his wrist (He gave up on love but not everybody wins) It just feels different when you the ghost of a kid He don't belong with these humans no more Bring him up here to the 13th floor And we can take a look off the balcony We are one person unaware of our surroundings Without your phone can you tell me what's happening? I missed a text and I thought that I was drowning Look behind, thats you in the past 2 years ago today in that history cla** Why was you frowning? You felt so afraid Low hopes, predictions of getting bad grades Like everything mattered Not like it does today Not like it does June 17th, 2013 the day the bombs dropped Made you hide away Who knew this grey would determine a fate Ya you even saw it coming but knew it was too late Now we keep workin' never taking breaks Tryna hide the pain like everything's okay Okay Oh, K (Chorus) So please understand if I can't smile tonight I keep my eyes closed I can't handle the light I need to be alone, lone soul, soul, soul, soul (X2) You said you should talk to my dad Like, maybe he could sign you to A record label And take you further than you ever imagined And take you further than you ever have fathomed And what happened? What happened? Baby, darling what happened? It's several months later And I've takin' it further than We both ever imagined Further, than we both ever had Fathomed I started my record label I'm coming up out the stable And I'm supporting independant Artists and we topping the charts When the rest of the industry bombin' Just some basement rhymes That nobody wanted This a basic time And nobody's flauntin' Technique is lost See it's all about the product Relationships forgotten It's all about the promise Roses to the ground Because not everybody is honest But you was different You was sitting on that rock Somewhere dark, in the park And you just wanted to talk I held you hand tight I didn't want it to stop Then the sun came up It was time to walk away Misunderstood in my mysterious Ways Might never find the one Until I hit the grave Heaven untouched Like it's such a safe place Wish I was a locksmith Had a key to the gate Your whole world change When you don't have faith These days become darker When you making mistakes I know I love the dark But it's making me break I was Phased by the haters That was calling me fake I forgot how to write So I'll say it off the top Never good with words When she put me on the spot 1 last chance To make right of wrong Looking back, I guess it's Gone (Chorus) So please understand if I can't smile tonight I keep my eyes closed I can't handle the light I need to be alone, lone soul, soul, soul, soul (X2)