Big L.C.T. - September 24th lyrics

A couple things are different As of when you pa**ed away I figured there was more To just rhymes and world play Living out our dreams And we finally getting paid It feels crazy to say That we finally getting paid See I know that you'd be proud If you could see me today Your life can really change After darkness and pain Some friends of mine have left And they not coming back See, I just have some questions That I never got to ask Like What is life? What is love? What is hapiness? And why am I so obsessed With rapping it? You always did what you want And never cared about the norm I understand it now When I never did before But now I see reflections In the mirror I can see you I don't know much about your life But I know I'd want to be you Every gift, every tale Every secret to unveil Time keeps going on Leave a mystery Of your trail I was 14 years old Playing on your old guitar I was playin Kanye I guess the heart breaks hard And d**h is so close When it really seems far (Chorus) Maybe one day I could visit Maybe right rap And you could memorize The whole thing And recite it back We could write it Line and line Side by side Together, just you and I And maybe one day You could come back Come and visit me And my mom and dad Oh she'll be so glad to see you With a smile on your face You know, you belong You belong in this place (X2) My mom in Arizona And she call me on the phone But she soundin kinda shakey With a different kind of tone He got emitted in the hospital today I know that it's a bad time, but Grandpa knows you love him And he's dying on your birthday I guess it's time to grab hope Before we spiral out Cause we about to loose control But that's pretty hard to do When there's nothin there to hold I remember that night Started cryin on the phone Like where's he going to go? I guess we never really know We just have our memories And we'll always have his soul Since he died when I was born I guess I'm kinda like his ghost I'm not gonna lie Said that's soundin pretty dope One day I'll be on billboards And sellin out shows I know my dreams are realistic Achieving all my goals Nothing's going to stop me Until I'm driving in that Rolls And every single artist Be acknowledging my flow "I'm a rapper by force" Printed on my gravestone Cause I do this for the comfort No, I'm not joking Said I do this not to suffer This one's for Mr. Shattuck Your remembered in the summer (Chorus) Maybe one day I could visit Maybe right rap And you could memorize The whole thing And recite it back We could write it Line and line Side by side Together, just you and I And maybe one day You could come back Come and visit me And my mom and dad Oh she'll be so glad to see you With a smile on your face You know, you belong You belong in this place (X2)