Big K.R.I.T. - My Interpretation lyrics

What if all the songs wasn't vain And the dreams that I had never came and I had lost all the blessings I had gained? Woke up in a world that was built upon pain With an attitude like you ain't sh** without fame I'm quite gifted, with good hair and light skinned A white pigment with a budget that's like spending Infatuated with heaven although I like sinning Say I'd never claim to be, but I'm quite Christian To what extent would I go for ice wristes Chain necklaces and overzealous b**hes Excuse my tone, yes I know the difference in a Woman for self and a jazze belle I ain't lost, I'm just speaking the truth Some things I'd say even if I wasn't speaking to you Jay said you gotta learn just to live with regrets But what happens when regrets is all you got left? Cause you never got a fair chance How can you waltz through life when it's a square dance? And the leaders ain't leading, and the preaches soul's in doubt Sitting in church like, "who's gonna save my soul now? " They try to tell me that God ain't real And a chain of big explosions is why I'm here And a ape decided he wanted to walk upright And leave the other apes in the jungle, cause he that tight... you got me f**ed up I knew that sh** could take flight When my social studies teacher told me gypsies was right Not to be funny, might of seemed she was playing But when I went to correct her, she believed what she saying Kinda hard to give your all when you ain't inherite no cream Parents broke now you feeling like the sh** in your jeans And life ain't sh** like you see in your dreams Percieved as a peasant but in your mind you stand as a king Hating on the next man cause he was a ruler And overlooked your whole kingdom cause he found him a j**eler Queen with an a**, a couple cars with a dash That functions with secret compartments for his pistol and cash Trapped in the flash, you think the world at his feet Cause you serve the very plate of steak & shrimp that he eat It was hard for you then, but it'll be hard in a month Know the check you work for, we spent that much on lunch Yea yea, you spend that much on bills And hit your momma house when you can't buy your meals Like, "Lord how we do dirt and live so fly? " And you in church everyday but you just get by And all you really ever wanted was a car and a crib A little extra to buy something nice for your kids But the life that you live is the only life that you know Thanking God, with only hope for something better in store... this is my interpretation