Big K.R.I.T. - 9 - Yes, Today lyrics

"[1] Yesterday I had to check myself a couple times— Write a couple rhymes Hit my brother line Ask if it's another sign I ain't had enough of trying But I'm wearing down Feels like another obstacle I'm staring down And I feel like sharing now So I tell him how I feel He feel me and he tell me, “That's how everybody feel.” And I know it, but I wanna wallow just a little longer— Stay up on the phone until I feel a little stronger Judge me if you wanna. I ain't got a worry Tomorrow is another day. I ain't tryna hurry Vision kind of blurry. Hoping to see better Better see the better in the day before it's “Yes to…” [2] Last night I bought a bottle, and prob'ly shouldn't be saying it I ain't drink it, but think it's a metaphor for my day It's the way it can make you feel Like nothing's really a deal The pleasure and the appeal Is waiting behind the seal Just break it open and guzzle it Feel it, and then say “f** it.” Since nothing is permanent, my sobriety had it's turn and it's time Resigned to the life that I live now My cup is filled up, I don't want it to spill out To see it pouring down the drain is therapeutic I know it sounds insane to say I never want to do it again But still spend what I earned to make that purchase That kind of temptation is dangerous. Is it worth it?"