Big D - Fury For The Lost lyrics

Chorus: Ill ride, now she's chosen to leave And ill strive, so I don't notice the grief And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats This is my fury for the lost open to see And Ill ride, these emotions are deep And ill strive, till they noticing me And ill grind, now she's chosen to leave This is my fury for the lost open to see Verse 1: Some think life is simple for a reverend They can never see the devils that I'm wrestlin' God forgive me for I have sinned I did it all for this fast life that I live The good die young I've buried many Lost souls Seen many loved ones die still tryna' reach goals I pray to GOD to see those better days A straight road is not a choice I lost sight in a maze With no love and no true support I still reminisce clearly of the court getting my divorce They think my life will get better but I only can see it getting worse It's like a curse I swear to god I feel like I want to burst I feel hurt all I see is fake pieces of sh** with my own eyes Lies and demons in disguise just praying I would die Dear GOD Why? I'm just sittin' here praying for the misery to fly by Wounded heart like I was shot dead in a drive by I can't sleep at night eyes half closed Imagine yourself on a empty road No where to go sittin' alone Body tired and worn depressed at home I'm fighting demons in a bloodbath of ghosts Failed suicide attempts please give me more rope My life is full of broken promises and empty dreams No one can hear me scream Chorus: Ill ride, now she's chosen to leave And ill strive, so I don't notice the grief And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats This is my fury for the lost open to see And Ill ride, these emotions are deep And ill strive, till they noticing me And ill grind, now she's chosen to leave This is my fury for the lost open to see Verse 2: Imagine being betrayed Imagine being played What if you fell deep into the game A person took your heart and burned it like a flame? Can you relate? Imagine you never made a mistake? Then all the love fades and turns into hate You tried to fix it but it's too late Can you relate? You ask GOD what have I done? Then you remember the key to patience would be to wait But you come to realize there was no love and no faith There was no destiny the years you spent were all fake So all what you've gained was to see your heartbreak I feel like I can never see the light Surrounded in darkness nothing seems to go right I know many people that take life as a Big Joke Sniffin' coke, sellin' dope on the microphone I make em take notes I believe I was destined to free minds with the rhymes that I wrote Wisdom is free anyone can be wise even if your broke But remember this game has no love you'll end up loosing hope The visions can disappear even with a telescope I try to burn the memories but I still choke by the smoke The truth feels sick and gross knowing we had big chance to elope I want to end the pain I want to slit my throat! Chorus: Ill ride, now she's chosen to leave And ill strive, so I don't notice the grief And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats This is my fury for the lost open to see And Ill ride, these emotions are deep And ill strive, till they noticing me And ill grind, now she's chosen to leave This is my fury for the lost open to see Verse 3: I come to the booth to spit some truth But end up swallowing it, in the lyrics is the proof I think deep, deeper than what you've thought of me I put all the atrocity I been through in a lyrical harmony You made a big mistake the day that you started doubting me I tried to play this logically but you wouldn't confide in me The only thing I have now is this rage built inside of ME!!! Chorus: Ill ride, now she's chosen to leave And ill strive, so I don't notice the grief And ill grind, so I've chosen these beats This is my fury for the lost open to see And Ill ride, these emotions are deep And ill strive, till they noticing me And ill grind, now she's chosen to leave This is my fury for the lost open to see