Better Than Never - Dead Weight lyrics

Verse 1: I've been thinking about saying it's over When I know that I can't find time To make things work These days they hurt When I waste my hours away afraid of going outside and I know I wake up every single day feeling older As the seconds they pa** me by Tonight I'll walk Away from all that I can't find (And I just can't find time to make it How could I know I never had time to make time for you And I'm thinking I'm ready I hold myself steady Feeling that I can't find) Chorus: And I didn't want this To be perfectly honest All of this pain is so real to me I can't find a day now Where I'm not keeping my head down All this time it tears me up And I know And I know As my world turns bleak and paler And I know And I know I'll always be a complete failure Verse 2: I can't find the strength to pull me out of this hole It keeps dragging me down a familiar road Where I'm livid I'm hating I'm screaming Debating Wish I could turn back years Save me from myself I hate this I can't keep this up for one more day I can't take back the things I say Chorus: And I didn't want this To be perfectly honest All of this pain is so real to me I can't find a day now Where I'm not keeping my head down All this time it tears me up And I know And I know As my world turns bleak and paler And I know And I know I'll always be a complete failure Middle 8: Don't know how I keep this standing up My world it falls and I can't stop It's always getting to that point where The worst of me's the best that I expect Don't know why I can't stop giving up I guess these days I've had enough It's always getting to that point where The worst of me's the best that I expect Chorus: And I didn't want this To be perfectly honest All of this pain is so real to me I can't find a day now Where I'm not keeping my head down All this time it tears me up And I didn't want this To be perfectly honest All of this pain is so real to me I can't find a day now Where I'm not keeping my head down All this time it tears me up And I know And I know As my world turns bleak and paler And I know And I know I'll always be a complete failure And I know I'll always be a complete failure And I know I'll always be a complete failure And I know, and I know, and I know And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know