Beth Orton - Best Bit (Early Version) lyrics

From my soul I found some pride, I only found this after she died, From a moment I acquired such grace, Everybody seemed to want to take her place. The best part to life it seems, The best part of life was a dream, The best part to breaking up, Is when I'm waking up to see, Reality never lives up to all as it used to be, Never seemed quite what it used to seem. Wasn't sure it was never quite clear, What the hell was happening all around here, Never seemed to make much sense, All that fuss for just the lack of common sense. The best part to life it seems, The best part of life was a dream, The best part to breaking up is, When I'm waking up to see, Reality never lives up to all that it used to be, Never seemed quite what it used to seem, Can not be all that it used to be, You're not as quiet as you used to be. From my soul I found my pride, Only found this after she died, From a moment I acquired such tastes, Everybody seemed to want to take her place. The best part to life it seems, The best part of life was a dream, The best part to waking up, Is when I'm breaking up to see, Reality never lives up to all that it used to be, Never seemed quite what it used to seem, Can not be all that it used to be, You're not as quiet as you used to seem, What did you mean. What did you seem.