Berner - Murals / Changes lyrics

[Murals] [Hook - Berner:] (Life) I live for my daughters smile Talkin' to my dead homies, it's been a while (Life) What we're really here for What most people k** for [Verse 1 - Atmosphere:] I'm here right now Won't steer off the path Still down with the same home town Never disappeared from that mac slum tac South side, hell brown, tell that crowd All I ever promised was I'll yell it loud Now I k** it like carnivore, just gotta survive And if you think that sh** that I write Give me my high pride while I'm still alive, ight Got kids and a wife, ight Gotta fish me a b**h to the middle of the night Maybe you can find em' at the finish line With a b**h named life tryna' twist the knife Stressful, head to toe, you gotta roll with the evident flow When the ache takes hold, medicate, let it go Just wanna be left alone Guess that makes me an a**hole Lock the door, disconnect the phone Still feel like I ain't got no control And when it's my turn to die Put me in the dirt, let me fortify Til' them I'mma learn to fly Find me in the morning sky And I can see that the sun's a circle Wonderin' why we run in circles I'm tryna' get it thorough Before I become a mural [Hook - Berner:] (Life) They pray I'mma fall Left my name on the wall When I die, they gon' know me (Life) When I go, I'mma live forever Angels cryin', tear drops, perfect weather I live for my daughters smile Talkin' to my dead homies, it's been a while (Life) What we're really here for What most people k** for [Verse 2 - Berner:] Mind gone Early 80's Mom's had her first baby I held her hand when her eye's closed Man, I miss her laugh Why we live fast? Why we get some cash and watch friends change? I don't play them games, I'm a grown man Still rap, grow plants Smoked out my tour bus Don't k** my vibe, I'm on stage at twenty-five When they scream, I feel alive Shht, don't need no middle man I need all of that In a hotel room with a groupie girl f** one time, don't call her back Love you now, not when I'm gone Frisco sh**, I'm still at home When my daughter leaves, I'mma feel alone I'm back in the streets where the k**ers roam Still here in this crazy world Gave my heart to my baby girl King pin, I touch weight for real I been around the world like a Navy seal Take pills, need a break for real Gave up love, had to take it slow Why die young, I'mma hate to go Flip ten pounds for our player shelf Underground, just the way I like The good die young, that's the way of life Got a full deck, but I play it right Keep a big gun where I lay at night [Hook - Berner:] (Life) They pray I'mma fall Left my name on the wall When I die, they gon' know me (Life) When I go, I'mma live forever Angels cryin', tear drops, perfect weather I live for my daughters smile Talkin' to my dead homies, it's been a while (Life) What we're really here for What most people k** for [Changes] [Verse 1 - Berner:] Another day, another dollar to flip My phone hot, when I talk, does it click? Feds pulled me off the plane Went through all of my sh** This was right around the time that my mom got sick She was strong the whole time and I just wanted to flip I tried to feed her ice chips and rub water on her lips Her little hands turned cold I told her please don't leave Your grand daughter's two years old I dropped two albums in the same month Doing anything for cash, plus my trap dried up Mom pa**ed, then my baby mama left It was hard for a while and I was down for a sec Fab put me on with Wiz, I was back to the pack Chillin' around the gang had me thinkin' about rap But nah, I red light flights to Atlantic Club mention me and ice, pourin' mud in the Fanta Mayoka, I was on TV A couple months later, I signed with T.G Two weeks later, the F.E.D's had my bank on freeze Plus they just hit E Life changes, I got my own clothing In a five bedroom home all alone Chain smokin', nights pa**ed I remember that car I saw the Bentley on the news, I used to ride in that car I'm on tour, this the life of a star I'm in a small town tryna hide from the law I ripped open the seal In the hot box, bout' to smoke out with B-Real I made two EP's before DS3 Now rest in peace to Jack, It's been hard to sleep Life changes, I think about my daughter How I go from sellin' blow to sellin' Hemp Water Man, I did an album with Cam And woke up to a letter from Gucci Mane Such a trip, bring ice and Jack back I miss talkin' to my mother, where's my lighter at? It's time to smoke This here's for grown folks [Verse 2 - Misah F.A.B.:] I sit alone in my room with a lost stare In the same bed that my mama lost her life Yeah, toss and turn havin' dreams, it was just a dream They died when I was young, I was just a teen Got a quiet son, I can't even speak about him No IG, or Facebook, or tweet about him Anything that's on my mind, I gotta deal with Signed in 07', down the drain where that deal went Radio banned me, they don't even mention me Can't ignore the fact that I made Bay area history Stretch switched sides on me, thought he would ride for me But it ain't no love lost, sh**, he still a big homie I was doing burners, to him it was just business Fans left me for dead, guess they thought I was finished I never wanted credit for hookin' Berner with Wiz I just connected my brothers, I'm glad they handled they biz Doin' for they kids, what I be doin' for lead Open my baby mama, all this room to forgive Mama talk to me often, I can hear her voice "Don't give up Stan", Mama, I ain't got a choice Just bought Maserati, fresh off the lot And a house in the hills, with a three car garage Six bedrooms, overlookin' the Bay With my plaques on the wall, you'll love where I stay I could drop a CD mama, and you on the cover Dedicated to you, daddy, and my brother I'm gettin' older and wiser Makin' smarter decisions You grow through what you go through, it's all about livin' I wanna say keep your head up to my people in prison To all my dreamers out there, keep holdin' your vision No matter what, god got your back Rest in peace to my big brother Jack One