Bentron Autobot & Jack Diddly - Failure lyrics

[Verse 1: Bentron Autobot] I always tried to be as real as I can I'm a man, so I try and keep my feet on the land Right where I stand I suffer for the sins of my past I deserve the pain Bump into my friends on the street And they turn away The sun is out, but I'm feelin' like a thundercloud Stumblin' around, hit the pub and lash a hundred pound I search for love but love left long ago I fall asleep in my clothes and keep coughin' smoke So bring the rain, if it's cold, let it pour down And let it wash away the pain from the foreground When I write, it's just the sh** that I feel That's why I spit about my misery and drink 'til I'm ill And I'll never believe in any god that you worship But I dream of the heat that was lost from my first kiss Imagine it as energy swirling in the clouds When I breathe I still feel a breath burning in my mouth [Hook x2: Bentron Autobot & Jack Diddly] No matter what I'ma fight 'til I'm dead in the ground I'm f**ed up I can't see myself settlin' down Drinkin' too much and swearin' like a sailor I don't try hard Cause I'm scared to be a failure [Verse 2: Jack Diddly] What's the problem here Everybody's got a bin Brings out forgotten fears Horrid sneers I take a stand Nah, I sit down, I'm plottin' here I chat sh** within' a thick cloud of dodgy gear I'm just longing for respect, a wronging I take a low-blow and try and soften it at best I've tried to do it right but do the opposite instead I've tried to knock it on the head but there's a domino-effect It's like I'm trapped within a coffin Like I'm dead already Is this necessary Feeling secondary I wish it wasn't and I wish that I could rise above it But that's the problem I won't because inside I love it Kind of sluggish, I'd rather go the scenic route On a whim becoming, at least I guarantee the truth You seem confused But aren't we all after-all This here's remarkable It all appears impossible [Hook x4]