Benny James - Let Go lyrics

[Intro] Yeah.. Look, I know a lot of sh** has change And I try tellin you in person.. But sh**, you want nothin to do with me Haha So you know me.. I had to make a song about it, so I can tell you how im feelin right now Yeah, that's real.. Listen.. [Verse 1] I know your sick and tired of tryin to tell me how you feel (yeah) Think I don't listen, but girl I got no watch, so plenty of time to k** I don't really know where I went wrong But now that your gone, all I got is these memories and love songs (damn) The pain is so deep, the nights are so lonely Four days a week I crawl in bed with an old fling Just so I dont gotta be alone Work long days, then I come home Wishin' you were waitin, instead I'm playin mind games on myself I don't wanna say it, but I hope your doing fine with somebody else Damn.. Love is so strong and at the same time so cold Your love was like meth you made me overdose All I got left is a picture of you Girl you better believe I hold it close Sippin Hennessy, lettin my drunk thoughts explode Wishin I could change the past its so hard to let go She won't respond to my call or text So tonight I'm gonna let alcohol be my friend I'll try hittin her up next weekend Maybe then we can meet again Haha.. Yeah (yeah) [Hook] Girl its so hard to let go (let go) I know I gotta move on (move on) I just wanna let you know what I had was real Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel [Breakdown] You know I don't really get it Its like one minute you were there Then like the next day your just gone Outta my life sh** don't make sense and its drivin me insane Yano? [Verse 2] I know you wish things could change but I'm not a cashier Sick and tired of playin' games, girl that was last year Its been two months I still feel the same Thinkin about you, dreamin about you You became my crack I'm fiendin about you And that's real.. Let all my feelings go on every track I k** I mentally scarred you My intentions were not to harm you I pushed it to far, true I guess I could never let go I'm in debt with the devil, never sell your soul My heart feels like winter time in Michigan, sh** just froze I keep lookin at that picture again, let all my emotions go I never meant to hurt you, that's one thing I gotta let you know So whether or not your out with another man I realized why you left believe me girl now I understand I can't change the past, but I can make the future better I know I can be a pain in the a** this is my goodbye letter Yeah (yeah) I'm sorry (i'm sorry) [Hook] Girl its so hard to let go (let go) I know I gotta move on (move on) I just wanna let you know what I had was real Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel [Breakdown] Yeah.. Yano I been at the studio all night Tryin' to do this music sh** Gettin' so faded to take away the pain.. Man, f** this! [Verse 3] You never really know what you got until its gone I'll never get it back, but I give you this apology through this song I'm man enough to say I made mistakes Stubborn, hard headed, was stuck in my old ways I never learned how to trust Cause when you've been burned to many times its like what the f** I live and learn Sippin' alcohol, lettin my cigarette burn I can't get you outta my head, I'm going crazy I don't wanna beg, but damn it your suppose to be my lady Now some other man is gonna do what I did Its hard to admit but I guess that's the way it f**in is So now I'm gonna let the pain burn Its funny how quick the table can turn Its to bad I wasn't able to make it work Now your just a song, another page in my book Three O' clock in the morning I'm takin a shot of Hennessy I'll always remember girl, will you remember me I know its time to let go I'll see you in the next life maybe then we can grow old Damn! [Hook] Girl its so hard to let go (let go) I know I gotta move on (move on) I just wanna let you know what I had was real Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel [Breakdown] Yano.. I guess this is my goodbye letter You don't wanna hear from me in person So f** it, I had to do a song I don't get how its so easy for you to wipe me out of your life sh**!