Benny James - Been Through lyrics

[Intro: Joint Inc.] I have never been the one To wipe away your tears I've avoided being that way for years I know I left you undecided I didn't mean to be so indecisive Have you ever been the one to fall away And lose your sight on what's reality Ohh girl I didn't mean to hurt you And I never meant to let you down Cause I know what you've been through... [Verse 1: Benny James] See I'm the stupid one cause I didn't see through it Gettin' told lies, and gettin' let down girl you became used to it Trust was all you had I let you down I'm f**in' mad, so I'm drinkin smashin this 5th down It's my fault, I was insecure Every time you talked I didn't listen clear I built a wall, you couldn't break it down Now every time I call your phone its like your away from it now But sh**, you moved on got a new life (that's true) I got f**ed out of a contract, not once, but 2 times You know me, I'm gonna make it in the end It's to bad we had to break up, f** now we can't even be friends Some other man is gonna give you that romance Takin' walks in the park, while you hold hands Laugh n sh**, wishin' I could take it back to the past n sh** Make every thing right cause I had the baddest b**h I know what you've been through.. [Hook: Joint Inc.] I know what you've been through And baby it's me doin' wrong I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry that your so strong I know what you've been through And baby it's me doin' wrong I'm sorry I hurt you This isn't where you belong [Verse 2: Benny James] Girl no other man will have that connection that we got I run that p**y I got the keys to that G-Spot I was just dumb and made mistakes Made you run now you wantin' to take a break My heart just can't take that today So i'm gonna let my liver and mind get faded away Never gave you that last kiss goodbye now your just stayin away Girl I know your pain Wipe them tears that run down your face Beautiful blue eyes that take my breath away How could I be so stupid to hurt the one I love Words just aren't enough Sorry over and over again just makes you wanna keep givin' up All you ever wanted was for me to just give you my trust (my trust) I couldn't do that, so now i'm f**ed (yeah) Sittin' bleeding over beats with this knife in my gut (yeah) It's me doin wrong Never come back just stay moving along Benny James [Hook: Joint Inc.] I know what you've been through And baby it's me doin' wrong I'm sorry I hurt you I'm sorry that your so strong I know what you've been through And baby it's me doin' wrong I'm sorry I hurt you This isn't where you belong