Bellows - Thick Skin lyrics

Staring out your car window I feel my size Hudson Palms, The Catsk** Gulf Stream The world's alive! I knew your fullness from the start, I felt your size And I saw an ending in your face, your arms, your bed at night And what's better than looking for it, something you won't find? I've grown so thick skinned lately, but I wanna cry You couldn't see the way I let go Surfaced from sorrow and sunk into something more gross Cause I still fear the unknown Don't wanna leave the earth even for a moment Cause what's better than looking for it? What's better than lost time? I've grown so thick skinned lately, but I wanna cry So will you hold me close, then open your arms? I want to feel you missing, to feel your warmth Cause what's better than looking for it, something you won't find? I've grown so thick skinned lately But I want to cry But I want to cry But I want to cry