BEGINNERS - Let Go or Get Dragged lyrics

[Chorus] ?? ?? My God, my flesh, my blood My guilt it weighs too much (That coward?) inside of us I only want to know I feel your heartbeat As you lay on top of me Does she wonder where you are When you're inside of me Oh how you dreamt of this My little masochist Did I taste just the way You'd hoped and prayed I'd carry you away [Chorus] ?? ?? My God, my flesh, my blood My guilt it weighs too much That coward inside of us I only want to know What's in your closet? Can you absolve it? How does one learn to break the laws of love and fade away? When nobody wants you When nobody needs you When it's too dark to erase [Chorus] ?? ?? My god my flesh my blood My guilt it weighs too much That coward inside of us I only want to know It's evil ? But it's too late to fight Loneliness is a greedy soul Never meant to lose control Where is your savior now? One more for the road Getting ? but can't let go No one ? And now we're gonna ? (rot in hell) How can love be so depraved But your body is a tidal wave Washing my pain away [Chorus 2x] ?? ?? My God, my flesh, my blood My guilt it weighs too much That coward inside of us I only want to love