Before Braille - Paranoia Pays Off lyrics

I'll try to get your attention so I can clear my name (I know you don't care) because I've seen my picture on your dartboard Bleed without pain You're always so violent'blah, blah'to spite your face I'll try to understand the words you yell at me I've simply become someone you abhor Have you discovered that you need to change your ways When out in the open and sense of direction just fades away You've never been sorry for a thing you've said Have I told you that there's nothing I can't take from you It's just decent to wait a while before you go and make a fool of me Break through with a crescent smile, got to plan ahead for broken teeth It's too late to defend yourself, I saw you laying down beside the things we'd never talk about But go on believing See, my paranoia is paying off. I've been to/stayed at all the places I never felt I'd ever be calling home