Before Braille - Arrive Alive lyrics

You try to make this last But your candles burn too fast Divided before you were born Were you divided from your former you You'll never make it far Well it's time, so let go of my arm You're dying north of 40 You are destined for its solitude Just pull the cover over your eyes Or do what just feels good It's easy to be content about your life Until it's over Why does this feel so good Won't somebody tell me while I'm alive Why can't I withstand my lust is so much stronger than my love for life (It's just fate to play) Will you take over when I'm bleeding Watch me squeeze out every pint I've got It's over I can feel it Well-rehearsed accidents prepare to stop And I am trying Know what you want before you start I read your diary (to get to know you) I skipped right to the end (I don't feel guilty) Empty pages (of untold stories) For days you didn't want to live (oh well, you've given up) Too late to decide my fate or re-write autobiographies And though I just woke up, I feel that I'm washed up You're always fake (you fear the worst) Because you've been betrayed (so well rehearsed) It's your fault I can believe handshakes I've gone far enough, that's why I'm washed up It's over, I mean it It's over, I believe it now I'm washed up