Beer N Black - Sick lyrics

[Verse 1: Tweeter] You know that phrase I was caught up in the moment Well sometimes we allow moments to go on long as a coma Smell the aroma of the flowers on that grave Of the man who I used to be, hope his soul was saved I can feel myself becoming who I was scared to be It's in the love I make, it's in the air I breathe These people all on my shoulders talking like they some parakeets Always thinking they know what's best, they don't really care for me It's like I'm at the door to my joy but I can't find the key Looking at my reflection, asking would you lie to me The tables turned, doesn't matter, couldn't find a seat Now I'm on the other side of the other side of me My nightmares consume me, got me laying wide asleep It's just me and my soul, playing games of hide and seek Only the smallest grain of myself will I try to keep Been glued to an ID I see I was designed to leave [Hook: Tweeter] Sometimes it's straight down, ain't gotta trip to fall I couldn't see this coming if I had a crystal ball Sitting by the phone but what if tomorrow forgets to call I'm just so sick of all this sh** Had bandages on my wounds but I ripped em off And now I'm just embracing life like I flicked it off I'm taking back control, no I will not dissolve I've just been sick of all this sh** [Verse 2: JRock] In a cage I'm trapped, on a stage I've snapped What did I do to deserve this life works so perfect Never satisfied every word spit feels worthless Keep living life by the book, how the story should go Who wrote that boring sh** anyway is what I wanna know Didn't you get the Memo, I think at a different tempo Who needs to get signed my pen has been broke Living inside my mind, some kind of sick joke Rewriting my life line by line with every pen stroke Always had a bad memory even before I smoked Forgot to call my mom again offending my kinfolk Nobody gets me but I'm past that, Take a test pa** that Give me a blunt I puff and I pa** back Always feeling so emotionless, funny part of the story notice this I barely even know what emotions is [Hook] [Verse 3: JRock] Everyday I play a part for which I wasn't made All the seconds in days ticking by k**ing my soul away It'd be so easy to leave if I wasn't so paid It's funny how nice things can make you put that dream away It's insane to say I like the pain need a saner way Felt like mice in a cage freed by mics on a stage I see there's a better way towards the light I'm fighting to stay [Verse 3: Tweeter] And I'm wondering at what point in my life did I crave things like Get a wee bit drunk, smoke a little buzz, look a little dazed and I feel like One of them people that God never had no intention of saving From the get go, I let go of the idea I was another son of David Coming up for air from the bottom of the ocean, mouth is open saying Ain't no welcome mat at the house of pain when you been to hell and back Watching myself collapse even though I know every day is a good day When you wake up breathing, even still it's hard to keep myself in tact [Hook] [Outro: Tweeter] I paid that money to the gypsie, told her rub that crystal ball, tell me what you see She looked at me and frowned, then put that money down Said boy do you understand? You don't get another chance to be another man I understand So take the gift that you've been given Love what this world gives you, go and start livin' The journey begins