Bedlam - Rivers of Sleep lyrics

She's dead I can't believe is she dead yea shes dead oh s** what the f** are we Gonna do with the body chill aight oh f** damn she still breathin? Why is she So cold? talk to me what am i gonna do? yea shes dead talk to me (Madness) I'm lickin the teard from her eyes in the bed One minutes shes alive and now shes dead Do speak to something that does not exist? Like paint a picture on her body drippin out her wrist Necrophilia I insert d**h back to life i gave birth Heart races f**in in the stretches of dark places A familiar blank silence from the still faces Took off her shirt her chest was decayed Grabbin her beast my hand was wet from the lactaid Is she alive or is she a lie? Oh she tried but i still hear her last echoing cries Her suspended animated state was a rush Her peeling chapped purple lips a** nuts bust The cool of her brains has lost their lust Inside of her vagina you can hear the blood gush I never meant to k** her (k** her) I never meant to hurt her (hurt her) I never meant to k** her (k** her) I never meant to murder (murder)(2x) (Prozak) I never meant to k** that b**h back in '98 Homicide was on my mind so I contemplate d**h the final destination of a victim Shallow grave deep in the woods when I picked one She was only 15 and she was underage I asked her name backstage and we engaged In s**ual conduct of the criminal kind Thoughts of prosecution embedded deep in my mind So what the f** now paranoia is inflicted I'm facin 5-15 years if I'm convicted Its been 7 weeks and the p**y's played out She ran her mouth and now her mom and dad found out I picked her up at school took her to a camp ground In my mind I heard the demons in the background I drug that b**h by her hair down the wooden trail She started bitin me and scratchin me with her fingernails I heard a voice say thou shall not k** I heard a voice say make thy blood spill I heard another say dont k** says I The last one said make that b**h die I never meant to k** her (k** her) I never meant to hurt her (hurt her) I never meant to k** her (k** her) I never meant to murder (murder)(2x) I feel that I should be vindicated for this crime for I truly believe that I Have given her the truest form of clearity And if maybe I could ressurect her we Could all just consider this a lesson learned from the strange indevor dont look At me shed be alive