Bedhead - Felo de se lyrics

I left thinking that I would be back but I never did return if you would forgive me I'd forgive myself but forgiveness never has these terms the sky was as dark as the thoughts I was thinking it was ignored by the moon if you would believe me I'd believe myself but believing never comes this soon The streets made a sound only my ears could hear I was alone with the rats and raccoons and your memory keeping me alive as the clouds moved away from the moon then silence it hit me is a way to speak clearly a way to never say what you don't mean but silence is useless in cases of torture it just says God won't intervene And this night like others is a sign for the way that the gray air speaks for the dead the air is as vague as the thoughts I have now that these memories are just in your head so I kept walking through the clouds that were lifting to reveal what I'd thought there was more fog behind the mist that seemed was the only thing keeping me from what I sought I turned around to walk back to the place I had left thinking I would find answers to the questions that I shouldn't ask but the questions can't find a way to leave me behind