Beautiful Eulogy - Keeping Secrets From Myself lyrics

[Intro] So when it's my turn to burn should I confirm or should I speak on [Verse 1] Live a life of fake, deny your faith That's miming of what the mirror says Reflections looking back to days of past Where's the fear in Him The fear that saves The fear that bleeds The fear that hurts The fear that heats Adhere to hear the worst of what could happen Cry a selfish dead Acquire the wick of face Chase the liquor taste of pallet The color pattern of only one shade in every option leads to malice As they offered to take the route along To turn and face the cold With them words you offer to call me home Bring peace along Suffering in amounts that pile sky high The way Your lips blow 'em down It's the beauty found in creation that reminds me of how You could sculpt and form in six days on the seventh and bow While gracefully you poured out grace for me Still I ignored Your sound Tied the rubber tone that kicked You tightly forced the flesh with bruises I remind my mind to rewind and escape with excuses But when the order of all sediments run out of long winded breathes The skeletons inside my closet long lie in Your chest [Hook] So when It's my turn to burn should I confirm or should I speak on Oblique confessedly intention of my rights and my wrongs I pray I save the truth for You. Use me in some other reach. I'm Keeping secrets from myself. From You they never kept long When It's my turn to burn should I confirm or should I speak on Oblique confessedly intention of my rights and my wrongs I pray I save the truth for You. Use me in some other reach. I'm Keeping secrets from myself. From You they never kept (kept, kept, kept) [Verse 2] It's the iron side of lines that will mask the truth to Your iris An eyelids coward down the flower rounds died of the violence The war going on inside, no man is safe from So burn your pace thumbs, and shredder paper proofs to pay guns In the name of righteousness We case the place to make it safe When knowing all along The reverent song sung behind our face The masks that we wear We try and act as if we care But it's self intention, more like self retention when we bear And when we turn our ear to hear it turns to speak spoken judgement The behavior without our savior truly the wife is sick and the husband He returns to validate agreements made from past arrangements Will we be ready [?] He see fit to make a payment But it's been payed in full Crimson liquid covers iniquities So bow and bend a knee Face the sun, face the victory Maybe it's just me Or maybe it's mankind That's been lying to himself since in the garden when man died [Hook] So when It's my turn to burn should I confirm or should I speak on Oblique confessedly intention of my rights and my wrongs I pray I save the truth for You. Use me in some other reach. I'm Keeping secrets from myself. From You they never kept long When It's my turn to burn should I confirm or should I speak on Oblique confessedly intention of my rights and my wrongs I pray I save the truth for You. Use me in some other reach. I'm Keeping secrets from myself. From You they never kept (kept, kept, kept)