Beautiful Eulogy - A Mirror Broken lyrics

[Verse 1: Foreknown] I feel my organs clench up Sweating my brow and I'm getting nervous Every time I spot distilled eyes in the reflective surface Try to edit with full blown trauma but that was completely worthless Every single shard is staring back at me defeating the purpose Those eyes were once gentle, but now, so judgemental And the destruction of myself, myself was highly instrumental Those eyes are the windows to the soul So I'll refrain from looking into the windows 'cause all I see is window pane The mirror does the opposite of it's designated duty 'Cause it always causes me to reflect on the truth and truly How it breaks me I become the pile of shards, and I remember what the Protectants do with the broken jar So open up my heart for comprehensive reform The mirror maps a reverse vision of a revision reborn Now I could view my own reflection without giving a crooked glance Because I finally found redemption looking through the looking gla** [Verse 2: Sleep] Huh, I rebuilt with every crack Then chose to run Each version of me certain It's the only one The jagged edges are exits That'll [?] up It's supposed to cut Watch how you're holding, son! This mad house always wrong and confusin' I'm trapped in a solid liquid that's always movin' It's easy to get swallowed by the bigger picture And have your vision shattered in a single instant That's me in each one of the pieces, and Of the parts of me are lost, in between the creases And it all adds up to bad luck least you seized it Ridicules the lengths we go to avoid some peace We're just dust and dirt we were born to be My prism shines when I anoint the streets Reflect the positivity Dead and negative energy Not letting myself become tangled with that And becoming a better me