[Verse 1] Every time I think and then you're there That's when I cry, that's when I try To bring that person back I used to be When you were around, when you were alive [Chorus] And I want to leave this ugly world behind And go to a place where I can be free I'm gonna fly right through that big blue sky And finally find peace the day I die [Verse 2] I just saw the sun peak through the rain It gave me some hope, It eased some pain Right now I can feel that something's getting better I hope it's me and not just the weather [Chorus] And I want to leave this ugly world behind And go to a place where I can be free I'm gonna fly right through that big blue sky And finally find peace the day I die [Verse 3] Everyday I wake just one day older When will this long long life of mine be over Everyday is work everyday's a trial The days that I need are the ones that bring smiles [Chorus] And I want to leave this ugly world behind And go to a place where I can be free I'm gonna fly right through that big blue sky And finally find peace the day I die