I will not be judged, I know I'm self destructive Temptation surrounds me and I can't rise above The blackened water is slowly rising And the captain is going down with his ship The waves keep crashing in. Time to repent for my sins Temptation surround me and I've gotta move towards Decisive actions must be taken. To curb this insatiable addiction And now I'm drowning on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love this is love No, this is me forgetting how to breathe Just like dying in a dream this is all so overwhelming This is me forgetting how to breathe With my hand under the water I am left with no reflection I can't believe I'm self destructing. At least I'll leave a gorgeous corpse The water is slowly rising and the captain is going down with his ship And now I'm dying on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love this is love No, this is me forgetting how to breathe Just like dying in a dream this is all so overwhelming This is me forgetting how to breathe With my hand under the water I am left with no reflection And now I'm drowning on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love this is love I can't believe I'm self destructing. At least I'll leave a gorgeous corpse The water is slowly rising and the captain is going down with his ship And now I'm drowning on the inside But I won't back down And now I'm lying on the outside But this is love, this is love this is love No, this is me forgetting how to breathe Just like dying in a dream this is all so overwhelming This is me forgetting how to breathe With my hand under the water I am left with no reflection