Banquets - Fade from Gold lyrics

Living loudly, ears on eggshells Stepping toe, to toe, to tone I push through all the bullsh** blindly I can rest when I'm home Craved salvation from the outset Trying to breathe it in 12 years of nothing that we tried so hard for We'll deserve it when we're dead Maybe it the words I said Had some weight or worth there'd be an end Written down, crossed out in pen Fade from gold, fade from gold The years took their toll and pulled the teeth out of my head Salted the empty space, my eyes took the shade of red I never slept at night. Kept my damage at the foot of the bed I never slept at night. Kept my damage at the foot of the bed The first time was gold Living loudly, ears on eggshells Stepping toe, to toe, to tone I push through all the bullsh** blindly Craved salvation from the outset Trying to breathe it in 12 years of nothing that we tried so hard for We'll deserve it when we're dead