Balance and Composure - Loam lyrics

In the garden where the seed was planted deep inside the soil. Nothing growing for my eyes to see yet It'll bloom when I'm old All of them are everblooming They took the time to grow Maybe if you took the blame I'd have something to show And i feel like i can never get away, even if you called I'd be getting in the way And i feel like i was always planted in the shade even though we love the full sun and the rain See the way that they grow, a shadow is coming after me, got it out for me The same loam you've grown Calling out to me, calling out for me Watering the soil daily Life will come around Maybe i have grown impatient, maybe I just let it drown And I feel like I can never get away, even if you called I would find another way And I feel like I was always planted in the shade even though we love the full sun and the rain See the way that they grow, a shadow is coming after me, got it out for me The same loam you've grown Calling out to me, calling out for me Fall in love with me and I don't want to make you It's all the same to me and I don't want to blame you You're a work of art, I've seen you crawl out of the shadows I look better in the dark, sell my shame from the bottom Your sky is always open Make me really see it now I've seen you reach your potential when I'm buried in the ground See the way that they grow, a shadow is coming after me, got it out for me The same loam you've grown Calling out to me, calling out for me Fall in love with me and I don't want to make you It's all the same to me and I don't want to blame you