Badministrator - Beautiful Night lyrics

I never meant to hurt you Intentions full of virtue Search behind the curtain for the words to break The certain way you move from place to place without a care Blissfully unaware that every space you show your face is cratered, scorched and bare I f**ing swear I tried I'm sick of all the lies I'm sick of all the guys I'm sick of waiting, sick of crying Dying Life is shattered I'm a broken lonely a**hole Doesn't matter Lost the will My hope is that I'm at my low and can't get sadder But I got my shovel and the ground is soft Sounding off and every echo back is something I lack I'm cracking up Backing off Packing up and moving out I got my doubts but I can't live like this With every kiss a smack right to the mouth We're so far South we're at the pole My soul is ribbons cut to pieces, hidden Shoulda done this years ago but I'm a chicken Cause you deserve the world right? You earned it just from living Except that everything you have in life is something you were given I'm trying to move on No more pretending They say it's darkest before dawn but this eclipse is neverending Staring unaware it's burning circles in my vision Make a quick incision Rip out all the cancer Miss the part that's hidden A quick remission grew my skin back but it's turned black Doesn't hurt I lack the nerves to feel the burn that I deserve I thought the cure was just to wait for space and time to make us drift apart But I'm too scarred and so I sync the beat up with my heart and scream We used to be a team we used to fight because we cared We used to share our hopes and dream together Drink and get obscene together Sit in bed and read together Take our licks and bleed together Everything I needed got from you and now it's over through We're finished go to hell Why don't you answer when I call? So many words left on your cell You gotta hear them all It's all your fault I hate you please come back I need your touch I miss you I love you so f**ing much