BADMiND - Out of My Head lyrics

And I prolly don't even cross your mind But I'm searching for you in everybody I find I'm conditioned to wake up and expect your text And now I envy the man that you gave a chance to next And I'm learning to live my life without you But there's still so many things that I'm missing about you The times that we shared; I was living in the moment If those times could have last a little longer, would you want it? When I had you I felt ten feet tall And I could take any challenge in my way and I could fade them all It's like I'm holding on a glimmer of hope That you'll come back to me but deep down I know you won't The first week I was in denial I imagined you would come back to me after awhile It's like our love was a sacrifice With you I felt so alive but now it has to die I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head Love is like the riches of the poor And I don't have much if I don't have you anymore I'm so tired of living with a broken heart It seems every time I put it back together it falls apart I lost sight of everything, I fell in way too deep It's four in the morning, I'm in bed and I can't sleep And everyday I'm tortured by all the things I miss You erased me from history, it's like I cease to exist And im wondering, do you think of me? Are you searching for me in anybody you see? Losing you was like the d**h of a best friend I kept all your items in my house the way you left them It's like I'm living with a ghost, I pretend you're here I can't face reality cause I'm consumed with fear Going over everything I did wrong Nope, I'm still alive and yup, she's still gone I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head Maybe it's best to just let her go There's still so many things on my chest that I want to let her know It's like I'm making a million songs just for her And she'll never even listen to em, she'll just ignore em Love changes, lovers become strangers When I let my heart out of it's cage it became dangerous I try to bury my feelings with different lovers And some days I'm much stronger than the others But all it takes is one moment to hit me in the core And I'm back to how I was before Love could leave you confused because it's just a game And I could meet other people but it's not the same There's still so many songs that I can't listen to Cause they only remind me that I'm still missing you And why would I wanna torture myself? I gotta pull through the pain so im forcing myself, I'm gonna win I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head I'm gonna win, and one day you'll want me again But by then you'll be out of my head You'll be out of my head, you'll be out of my head But until then, I'm going out of my head