Badly Drawn Boy - It's What I'm Thinking lyrics

I'm a failure at heart But it seems I succeed When my heart feels the need To be helpful It doesn't happen much And as a result It's a rare thing Did I see you today? Well if so I'd keep grace Cos I don't hold your face In my memory Everybody looks the same There's nothing else to blame But my, but my memory It's a craze no one knows Still I'm craving the days When this town was alive And amazing And for once I'm on time Still I'm falling around To the sights of this town 'til they find me And you wouldn't call it fun When all the things you've done Amount to the same thing Here's the news, I'm alive But in habit of not taking chances Well that's what I'm finding We could try with new rules Just accept only one thing And that is that nothing Will change anything You see it all the time But now we've seen the last time That's the main thing Take a look at yourself In the mirror you'll find You look weirder The longer you stand there Just take a step away At least for one day And you'll be finding Just a shot in the dark Still a good enough aim To take half of the blame And be thankful For everything you've got I'd take another shot In the, in the dark with you Is it deal or no deal? Well I try everyday And I still have to say That it's no deal What time is it, 14? Well I'm ready when you are As long as we both want the same thing I'll put the candles out I don't mean put them out I mean, I mean get them burning You look good, how'd you feel? I feel good But I knew that I would From the moment I saw you Well thank you for your time And for not wasting mine That's a rare thing There's a savior in me Yet I can't save myself So good luck whoever else Believes in me You can only blame yourself I'm the savior in yourself And not in me You're the new kid in school Everybody looks at you Because of the fact That you are new Someone throw the kid a crutch I know it isn't much But it's what I'm thinking