[Verse 1] Every fear I've ever known comes out to play Worthy of tears, her body moves like ocean waves I dive into temptation, drowning in elation I can't live my life this way [Refrain] You terrorized me Love, we outgrew it She hypnotized me I fell into it [Pre-Chorus] I've told some pretty lies I've kept love in disguise No, I can't live my life this way [Chorus] Silently screaming Lies on the phone Evеry reason to let go Of evеry demon Clutching my bones But this unbearable feeling feels like home [Post-Chorus] Silently screaming Silently screaming Silently screaming Lies on the phone But this unbearable feeling feels like home [Verse 2] Dragged through the town you slept around like it's a race Try tuning out all of my doubts and my mistakes A streetlight intersection, moment of reflection I can't live my life this way [Pre-Chorus] I can't live this way, mm, no [Chorus] Silently screaming Lies on the phone Every reason to let go Of every demon Clutching my bones But this unbearable feeling feels like home [Post-Chorus] Silently screaming Silently screaming Silently screaming Lies on the phone But this unbearable feeling feels like home [Pre-Chorus] Can't live this way, mm, no No, I can't live this way [Saxophone Solo] [Chorus] Silently screaming Lies on the phone Every reason to let go Of every demon Clutching my bones But this unbearable feeling feels like home [Post-Chorus] Silently screaming Silently screaming Silently screaming Lies on the phone But this unbearable feeling feels like home