Bad Case Of Big Mouth - We Wasted The Good Surprise On You lyrics

This thing pounding inside my chest It's taking a beating lately The blood that it's been pumping yet Feels colder than the words that you speak I'm a broken kid I'm so irrelevant And my confidence is wearing thin They say to not look back But I'm climbing a mountain of disappointment Take me back Take me back to when I was naive So I can feel that glimpse of hope one more time I did this all for me, oh I did this all for me Ha! Whoa-oh-oo-whoa-oh-oh Closed my heart but didn't lock it You're such a bore Waste my time and drain my pockets I lost everything you gave to me I want this all to change I want my life to change This is a war and I'm weak But I'm in it to win it This is This is war And every day This crippling belief in myself And every night My tears are all I have to hide behind And every day This knot in my neck takes over And every night Success gets redefined And I'm on my own tonight And I'm barely gettin' by In this war we're fightin' on Wanna give myself to my bed sheets Sleep is only a temporary escape But life's not going anywhere Myself, is who I recreate And that so called "heart" Just take it off your sleeve Because you haven't earned Your f**ing right to bleed I hope you choke Choke, fall Gasp for air Suffer like me For you I was there This is war Whoa-oh-oo-whoa-oh-oh Closed my heart but didn't lock it You're such a bore Waste my time and drain my pockets I lost everything you gave to me I want this all to change I want my life to change This is a war And I'm weak (I'm weak) But I'm in it to win it This is This is war Fight