Backwards Dancer - Vanishing, Panicking lyrics

Thoughts keep slipping Slowly tipping out Save my sorrow It's no good anyhow Make my fears move past the pines where they'll lay One more move and I'll be gone That's what you say But those thoughts keep slipping Slowly tipping out What'll it take til it feels like we're free Never meant much to the powers that be So save me Send me away from here Thoughts don't leave me Just stay by my side Save my longing For the right frame of mind Keep my headache Keep it tucked inside Don't you tell me How to live my life Everything I ever knew Was never real, was never true What'll it take til it feels like we're free Never meant much to the powers that be So save me Send me away from here Every day it's the same routine Another hour more and maybe you'll see It's sorry It's sorry for you and me I'll tear out my heart just to hear it beating the dregs of the day just keep defeating this meaning that pours from some empty bottle in this mess that we keep leaning on Whisper collapse in a sea of apathy, turn over points that have no sentiment and wake me up when I fail at dreaming I'm wide awake in the morning and letting go Everything I ever knew Was never real, was never true