BackTrack - Still Searching lyrics

Ambition's got a hold of me Keeps putting me into the night All this energy right in front of me This is a chance that won't last forever Here today but I'll be gone tomorrow There's a hole in my life that I've gotta see through I'm sorry I can't stay There's something out there calling my name I hope you see what I'm going through This is something that I've gotta do Searching for my smile Ambition's got a hold of me But I'm losing my hold over you I'll understand if you move on without me But please don't forget me when I'm gone My spirit's suffering I have to follow the voice in my head My spirit's suffering But it's been leading me to a path on my own I'm sorry I can't stay There's something out there calling my name I hope you see what I'm going through This is something I've gotta do I can't stay There's something out there calling my name This is something I've gotta do I hope you see that I'm searching for my smile