Backside - Can't Be Found lyrics

Nobody knows I'm out of controlthe older I grow I still feel the same nobody cares about me anymore but they all stare point and call me insane is there any escape from this grip on me consuming my thoughts and my identity please show me way to be free does anyone receive what I am sending I'm lost and can't be found in a world thats so confusing I'm lost and can't be found and I don't know what I'm doing here shedding a tear will anything ever work out for me standing alone overcome with fera is this the end or just the beginning