Backpack Beatz - Momento lyrics

[adlib: Nate Wattz] Fifty cc's of vicadin in my writing pen/ Sprayed crazy like M80s before they light the stem/ Yeah/ Nate Wattz Heart to Heart Art to Art/ Ashses to Ashes Dust to Dust/ My n***a fifty cc's of vicadin in my writing [Verse 1: Nate Wattz] Pen to page the best in the modern age/ Coming with the matter grey but way more than 50 shades/ Nowadays play it sage but back then to coin a phrase/ None of them little fads could diminish all the rage let us pray/ Whoah hold up go back like, jerseys throwback or/ Kodak moment-o mori/ Tattooed clues left in my sketchbook to tell you all my story/ Decipher just a page and end up with Denzel glory/ But not trynna find who k**ed my wife just the finer points of life/ Start the story at the end then begin/ I know where im going by looking where I've been/ Hard headed took a while to stop leading with my chin/ I handicapped myself by thinking I couldn't win/ Coulda put on a clinic, a cynic epidemic/ But it was all intrinsic, a tendency innate thats in Nate/ I fed myself the lies and scraped the plate/ Studies showed remnants of the mindset/ A typical fat kid, white cla** black kid/ I let the words they speak become what I believed/ And my perception of me became the reality/ At any given moment my own toughest opponent/ And thus I was eluded by the scent of a woman/ Overan*lysis leads to certain paralysis/ Now when the chemistry calls I be the catalyst/ U-boat to a battleship sink to the depths of my mind on the ballast tip/ Fallacies shall I rip think I can thought I could brought it good/ Reversed all those hurts to the first it gets worse/ Like the rose that arose and I chose to get kissed but got cursed and dismissed.../ sh**/ It sliced deeper than the scythe of the reaper/ Seeing them together knowing I could never keep her/ Bad for my health tenth eleventh and part of twelfth/ But time brings all things to perspective by itself/ The past has no effect on the present except the lesson/ And our actions in the now create the future essence/ I choose to make mine effervescent and iridescent/ From different viewpoints see my total tonal blessings/ Now wasn't that refreshing/ Nate Wattz, tip of the iceberg, majestic [adlib 2: Nate Wattz] Just to be clear with the disclaimer/ I have no negative feelings anymore you know life just moves/ And I don't worry about stuff anymore/ Life is just a moment so live it just like that/ And that's all I gotta say