Backlash - R.I.P lyrics

R.I.P Verse 1: As i walk through the valley in the shadow of d**h i realise just how many people i lost I realise just how cruel and heartless the world is Every second another soul gone from this life I mean i lost my great grandparents My mother My brother and now i lost grand mother but atleast i know their up there watching over me Making sure i dont go rage again And i gotta be honest i thought i would be down and out if i lost another relative But whether or not they know it LRS saved my life cause i was gonna take myself out when i found out about my grandma Thank god i didn't But i realise now that we live to die So im gonna live this life to the fullest And fullfill my dreams cause i know thats what they would've wanted Chorus: Ooh, good god, you've taken so many of my people im just wondering why you have'nt taken my life, but for those i lost i say rest in peace and ill see you at the crossroads. (2x) Verse 2: Yo I never thought i would outlive any of the people i lost and now i wish i didn't Cause the pain i feel is deep like a cut from a machette as it swings in the hand of a butcher But i guess thats life But i gotta wonder what i did wrong in the last life to deserve this sh** Man i wonder what's next But i still think about all the good times we had and that makes me more happy than sad And dont worry i ain't gonna slip again cause i know you ain't gonna be here to catch me if i trip again Justice and T bone don't worry i'll see you soon Y.O crew 4 life and if i ever catch the f**ers that took your lives i'll k** 'em I realise now that we live to die So im gonna live this life to the fullest And fullfill my dreams cause i know thats what they would've wanted Chorus(3x) Verse 3: People always ask me what backlash means to me and i never knew how to anwser but now i know to say it means i get back up and lash away the pain I was born to survive and I'm always told to just let out my emotions but that ain't how i handle sh** But i know how certain others feel so i help where i can unless they need to be left alone Cause i know how that feels too I was once given 5 reasons to live and although none matched the ones i hoped for they still kept me alive and now I'm voiceless youth's thugster I realise now that we live to die So im gonna live this life to the fullest And fullfill my dreams cause i know thats what they would've wanted Chorus(4x)