B-Mike - Dear Dad part 2 lyrics

Last time I wrote you a letter I thought it would, I don't know Motivate you or something To become the father I thought you once were f** it Dear dad, I'm glad you never said to hold my breathe Cause I would suffocated waiting for replying text And it made me go insane, everyday I was depressed Cause if the devil spoken tongue and you would know it's dialect Besides from that, I haven't seen or heard from you in five years Before that day I always said you'd be my pioneer And if I was in trouble you'd say Fear not cause I'm here, so if you didn't know you'd get the idea Cause every night I stayed awaiting, home sick and so impatient Hoping that you might just hit up my phone for some conversation But while my heart would ache you, a while away in oasis Leaving, just riding in your Mercedes I've learned to just accept it All your senses where to neglect me, were intentionally especially now Since maybe it's the other reason for this letters intent Is that I don't forgive you but I'm about to forget No point in being upset I'm forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone) But without you here this house is not a home Ohhh nooo noo And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn't have if you didn't lose your mind But I admit that now it's cold Cause this house is not a home What up dad, do you remember when I asked in O' twelve What up dad, I realized you only care for your self What up dad, but now I see your mind is trapped in a cell I mean all four of your kids would wanna see you in hell What up dad, damn I feel like I'm becoming you I see the way I talk down at my girl when she's wonderful But if I choose to block it out, I swear I just discovered you You'll be gone for good, and I will keep the sh** 100 too You see a real man would stay with his kids Even if they said they hated him and plainly did Man I'm your mother f**ing seed n***a Check my name an*lysis Check my thoughts check my blood for your DNA lives Living proof that people don't change I gave you 5 years to call and say that you'll remain So keep your message, keep your cars, keep your damn pride But what you never keep is something money can't buy AND THAT'S ME! I'm forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone) But without you here this house is not a home Ohhh nooo noo And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn't have if you didn't lose your mind But I admit that now it's cold Cause this house is not a home You see I never had a dad to begin with All I had was someone who pretended, it's senseless Using me to plot against my mom for your vengeance And if he hears this song, good, I hope he gets offended Cause my momma raised me up without you Paid the bills without you Everything to prove that we were better off without you And it's the last time I've wrote to you Sincerely irrevocable your one and only son is now a ghost to you To all you other parents who still in your kids life I salute you, never let them out of your sight Cause if I had a son, I'd never be a s**er Or threaten to k** his mother if she found a new significant other And if your someone with a parent whose walked out of you Raise your fist in the air, cause I'm here and I'm telling you that I'm proud of you Cause we both know that your middle finger is more important So raise it to the sky every time you sing the chorus I'm forgetting to remember that you left ma all alone (alone) But without you here this house is not a home Ohhh nooo noo And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn't have if you didn't lose your mind But I admit that now it's cold Cause this house is not a home