B L A C K I E... In All Caps, With Spaces - My Window lyrics

[Hook x2] Like a little kid The sun comes running through my window And I feel, again I feel Like a little kid, yeah Like a little kid, yeah Like a little kid, yeah Like a little kid, yeah First forwards and then backwards My life comes running through my system And I feel, again I feel Like I barely made it Like I'm God's favorite Like I barely made it Like I'm God's favorite [Verse 1] Scars what I'm given Why you make life so hard God, don't you know how we're living? So now it's scars that I'm giving Don't act hard, fraud I know you how you living My eyes keep tearing No one can tell Got a lead suit I'm wearing Dumb wearing Done wearing Eyelids closed Still I'm staring I live closed Never caring a trait I taught myself when no one was there and I looked up and saw no where I know, I know, I know It's so hard to let it go when all you want to do Is let your feelings blow But you can't And they stuck f** you b**h this ain't a rant This is my voice and not no motherf**ing front Better listen up Better listen down Better listen all around The truth Gives no f** about direction Sorry and I can't respect no lessons That I ain't learnt on my own Used to it and still I sit outside my home Imagining where all my days have gone I'm used to it, but still I'm alone I promised I give thanks for the day But it's been so long I forgot how to pray I promised I give thanks for the day But its been so long I don't know what to say [Hook x2] [Verse 2] Hoes wanna talk, but I look too mean Popos wanna stalk, cuz my whip too clean And you can't relate But that does not mean that this sh** is fake Hate to alienate But try and move yourself into me Into one Then you'll see Then I'll see Then we can relate and be Something more Something whole The whole world is s**ing my soul I'm tired of clenching my fists until my knuckles are cold Set the record flat Set the record straight This hate ain't fake, it's got a long fuse It's these smiles that demonstrate my Tom Cruise Possibilities I've missed them Entirely So possibly I'm gone dude this time has felt so long f** you, substance what you wanted, huh? Now I've spelled it out Like Speak & Spell Funny hell How y'all looking like now Y'all ain't feeling too well Well, well, never dwell That's about all I can tell, I'm out Watch me set my sail, I'm out You can have this jail I promised I give thanks for the day But it's been so long I forgot how to pray I promised I give thanks for the day But its been so long I don't know what to say [Hook]