b**h Alert - Please Let Me Die First lyrics

So naive, I've never tried it hard The first time just paid the price By the time I'd never felt so deep I took your hand, it was just Everything I ever wanted Champagne sparkling in my gla**, but I Just have to turn away to walk away To be alone It always comes as a surprise Comforting lies We want to die Who's to blame, you made me feel so good My heart in flames The perfect way to make me feel so loose Was it worth it to let it go I had too much, too much to loose So afraid to give up everything I need the pain, can't let the sunshine into my bedroom I will never fall in love again I never will I never will Please let me die first He smiles he says okay Poison runs through my veins And then the pain is gone