Aziatix - History lyrics

So many things that I want, do I let them go? I work so hard for this music, and if it's too much to ask then let me know Cuz' I want this so bad I can't sleep, no Keep this up how the hell am I gonna eat? No Cuz' I'm grown as a man In the lab like 24, 7 days a week bam See if they can all do it, why can't I? God taking my life is the only way that I can't try Plus I know that I'm different from all mankind And I ain't work this hard for years to waste all that time Words of Martin Luther "Everybody has a dream" And anything is possible coz' faith is in between Yet I feel I want to flee to a place where I can blow with the breeze Flow with the streams Is it wrong of me to get what I want? Cuz' I know I'm giving all of me What's left of me is gone So before I make my way, pack my bags and leave this place, One last song before I lay, hey [Chorus:] This is history in the making [x4] I got my mom on the phone and I'm stalling Destiny's on the other line That's my calling If I can't walk then I'll be crawling Cuz' faith is my strength for this weak, impaired player, wheelchair ballin' So I can't stop, I've been through harsh winters with ripped in half socks, shorts, tank-tops Cruising through hell I know the flow's pa**ed hot Fiend for a loud buzz cuz' this is my last shot So before I make my way, Pack my bags and leave this place, One last song before I lay, hey [Chorus:] This is history in the making [x4] [Bridge:] Gave everything I have for one chance to blow More than half my life and there's nothing else for me to show Losing is not an option And success is my thesis, I'm not swaying off the topic The man that controls the co*kpit all the way I'ma take it I was never mistaken [Chorus:] This is history in the making [x4] This is history in the making, can I take it all the way? This is history in the making [x4] So many things that I want, do I let them go? I work so hard for this music, and if it's too much to ask then let me know