AZ Beats - Alcohol lyrics

[Verse 1: Andrew Sam] I look around me, as a college kid Parties and hangouts, what everybody did Red cups and bottles, everybody sips Couldn't understand it, going on dizzy trips Why do that to yourself? Fun can be sober But then I see the edge, and I go over I'm tired of the world, I'm tired of the pain And the temptation starts riding up again I've never drank before, but should I start now? My dad says not to, but he does when he feels down Now I'm feeling down, and soda's not enough Bubbles burn my throat, but it's still kids' stuff Now I know what I want, a self-imposed punishment Just something to force my emotions' banishment Take the pain away, and just black my mind out I've heard that alc is bad, but I needa find out [Verse 2: Andrew Sam] Down on my luck for 20 years, who to blame? Must be doing something wrong if 20 years been the same I haven't lived well, and I haven't lived smart All I have left is my rapping as my art But when no one's listening, where else do I turn? Might actually feel good to have my throat burned They pour one out in tribute for the dead Let's pour one out for my happiness instead I'd drink to that, just a shot to relieve stress Another shot for the heaviness in my chest Another shot 'cause I've got nothing left Another shot to make me a little deaf These voices in my head are increasingly hostile Needa shut 'em up 'cause they're making me feel awful Got more than enough friends, now I'm tryna find love They say it's my fault that I'm lonely, and I should just give up