Aye Ray - Shalom lyrics

[Hook x2] You had me at peace, and then you told a n***a "Peace", didn't want it to cease Love is a disease, it will leave you deceased I said that love is a disease, it will leave you in pieces It's hard to resist [Verse 1] I thought I needed her, she was my medication She had a n***a calm and content, like I was meditatin' She had me on another level, I was elevatin' Couldn't get enough of the high, I felt like I was levitatin' Every time I felt complacent, felt displaced, you would erase it Like that feeling was forsaken, or misplaced, you get the basis You made it go away, now it's decayed, there's no more traces You were my brace, and I was straightened I used to sleep on you, then I was wide awake, like smellin' eggs & bacon in the AM I would wake & bake, like everyday And pray that I can fake it, 'til I make it Mental state is breakin', that was the reason that I was always Drakin' it Every time that I'd complain, I know that you would go insane I tried to contain it, but it's a shame that my ways are so basic I'd refrain from sayin' anything that may retain some pain in it Restrain my brain, stay in my lane Arrangin' for some mental maintenance [Hook x2] You had me at peace, and then you told a n***a "Peace", didn't want it to cease Love is a disease, it will leave you deceased I said that love is a disease, it will leave you in pieces It's hard to resist [Verse 2] You know I hated waitin' to see your face, I'm impatient I always wanted to chill, but you were in different locations Then I got mad for the same sh**, arguments, copied and pasted All of the time that I wasted, getting upset, I still faced it Cause there was nothin' but hatred inside my heart, now it's vacant Plenty of space to encase our amazin' relation I could never wait to see you, and admire your grace I desired your embrace, and appreciated all of your greatness You had me addicted, there's something 'bout what your lips did This sh** is wicked, am I dreaming? No? My mind is so twisted I could never forget the first time we kissed, you were gifted I loved the times that we kick it, just smoke, we laugh, and get lifted I can tell that my perception has slowly shifted, you flipped it You changed it for the better, instead of rainy weather I would plainly see whether or not the sunshine was reigning on top And I was praying it wouldn't stop [Hook x2] You had me at peace, and then you told a n***a "Peace", didn't want it to cease Love is a disease, it will leave you deceased I said that love is a disease, it will leave you in pieces It's hard to resist [Verse 3] Rain or shine, you slay, you're fine I hated that I couldn't claim that you were mine I prayed it ain't a game of time, I prayed that we remained as mains Until, our veins are drained, and die I loved your face and your waist, and your love was d**, you know I OD'd I gave you my everything, but now, I feel like you owe me I didn't wanna go back to feeling like I was lonely But I'm prone to that emotion, so I've grown to feeling homely I hated that we had to keep it lowkey, because of your homie I'm not condoning the act of playing with people, and being phony I hoped that you were my one and only And then you showed me, I shouldn't be devoting my everything to anybody Instead, I shoulda focused on me And then you left, and set my soul free… Peace…