Aye Ray - Ray lyrics

[Verse 1] I lost faith in Jesus when I knew that I was living with Satan So much emotional pain, that all I know now is hate and Never experienced lovin', so all I've got left is hatin' Hopin' my momma would change, But I'm still standin' here waitin' Don't get me wrong, you know I got a lot of love for my mother Parents divorced, so it was her alone with me and my brother Working two jobs, in desperate need of a significant other They never worked, so she was always on the search for another When I'm in school, I always seem to be the cla**room comedian I'm either funny or sad, there's never really a median I'm with Adam and Eve in Eden, and apples we eatin' We like to break the rules, because we're disobedient deviants [Verse 2] My middle name's Kurtis, I think it's common courtesy For you to get to know me as I continue my story I'm checkin' my inventory, god dammit I'm out of glory I'll bury you in a quarry, while telling you that I'm sorry When you're determining who the best in the game would be Take a look around and realize that it's none other than me I sit and wonder why I'm so weird and it's probably ‘Cause I'm an anomaly that is commonly a rapping wannabe Apology for my modesty, I'm an oddity I'm constantly causing harm to me, seeking harmony The prophecy tryna tell me that I'm a prodigy But honestly I think I'm just better off doing comedy This rap is helping me find myself like an odyssey I'd probably do a better job if I studied psychology [Verse 3] Y'all are rapping ‘bout things you do not possess Who you tryna impress? I can probably guess I rap ‘bout my experiences and why I'm a mess But I just wanna progress, and maybe be a success There are things in need of address, I gotta get off my chest The things I need to express, emotions that I repress I had a fairly happy childhood, I gotta say I'd never guess I'd grow to be the man I am today But it just happened, my outlook on life just blackened ​As I progressively saddened, I'm nothing what I imagined They say the happiest people are always the saddest I'm definitely the maddest, you can tell by my Facebook status There's a darker side to my mental, my life is so uneventful Why am I so resentful, Why am I wasting potential? I'll be a doctor if laughter's the best medicine I'd rather do stand-up than write more rhymes in my bed again All of you acting feminine, injectin' estrogen regiments I'm a genuine gentleman, rappin' like I was Eminem