Aya - Misui lyrics

I can't get out of the whirlpool I'm swimming in. Can't breeze. I feel like I'm drowning. Love is making me sick But I can't ,I can't die From such a foolish thing Because without you, It's my d**h and hell...and hell Only I used to be a perfect angel And I had Everything you needed But you never wanted me It's OK, I don't care How much I get hurt I would rather get hurt Than lose you...It's true Now I'm counting With my back against the wall But my heart wants to Keep on beating God,why? My wish never came true Everything,I always wanted