Axenstar - Blackout lyrics

What would you say if I threw it all away The life that I lead, could it be more surreal Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity Awake again full of bloodstains on my hands I wonder where I have been, and whose d**h I have foreseen Breaking my will with the purpose to k** all shreds of humanity To lose the control of body and soul is my main anxiety Something's coming over me My reality slowly slipping away I just can't remember but can't seem to forget Who I am blacked out again Can't longer say what is real and what is a dream The demon is rising up from far deep down within Searching in my mind in the order to find some sense of reality I fear that I am beginning to lose what's left of my sanity Something's coming over me My reality slowly slipping away I just can't remember but can't seem to forget Who I am blacked out again I have fallen into the depths of sin Where humanity ends and pain begins Breaking free from this torment I must do If I told you my secret, oh would you believe it's true