Avoid-A-Void - Nothing lyrics

How can I be so happy When I receive the love But I can't give it back I feel so sorry for the caring ones Why do I break their heart When they act so sweet I think I should always go for a walk In the evening sun which reflects my thoughts But memories will return again I see no use of closing this page of my life Is it really only you that I can't love no more Or is it the illusion of what you were before Life's not cold when you are alone But I miss your touch when I'm at home I wish I would feel nothing for you I wouldn't dance in a crowd of happy eyes Tonight This time I'm caught in silence I could be a lucky one if only love could fill my heart I'm not sure if I'm really yet I wish I could throw it all away See me torn apart in memories and feelings