Averix - Not Welcome Anymore lyrics

Got my hands in my pockets 'Cause I can't stand the sight of them All they do is remind me Of the things I've done and the places I've been There's nothing left on the inside And I feel like my soul has died No one understands it I'm the only one to carry that burden 'Cause I've been fighting this for so long Is this where I'm supposed to be I guess that I was wrong 'Cause now it's so hard to see Is this the place that I can call home My mind is at war Is this the place where I belong Or am I not welcome anymore But you don't have to turn your back on me It's not worth it, it's not worth it Please don't make me leave Is there any other way Or do you just enjoy Watching me bleed Watching me bleed How many backstabs will it take before I learn I was standing by the fire But I never thought that I'd get burned There is no exception You can forget about perfection And that should be a lesson This is a part of all our flesh n' blood I've been fighting this for so long Is this where I'm supposed to be I guess that I was wrong Because now I can't even breathe So if you're ever thinking about me Remember the pressures around me And recall all the battles I got caught in And how no one even tried to help I've been fighting this for so long But now I've learned the truth I just don't belong here And you've given me the proof I needed The proof I needed The proof I needed